hmm, it’s 2010. a whole new year, this intrigues me. 2009 was a great year, it was fun, i saw & did a lot of things i never imagined i would be able to…but one thing that was missing in 2009 and for a few years now has been a “relationship”… i feel like in this new year i need to make a conscious effort to change this…but i’m not exactly sure what i have been doing wrong in the first place…

is it that i’m too funny when i meet girls? that i make them so comfortable around me that they immediately view me as a “bff”? that’s annoying, cuz like, sure i’ve been waiting til’ marriage to “fuck”, but like, “Bitch, can i get in yo’ GUTS?!” sounds harsh, i know, but like, what the hell.

it’s like, yeah, yeah, dancing at that club was so fun and yeah grinding to ‘salt n pepa’ was great…but uhh, did you not feel that “umph, coming thru; on YOU” …cuz if you didn’t let’s try this again and this time PAY ATTENTION.